phew!!~

just got back home. went to RANtAi yesterday, and to the Merdeka March Pass today.

I can say, still RANtAi at Lost Gen is the best RANtAi, but at least at Jaya One more peaceful than RANtAi at MIA (chaotic gile.. lg2 aku tak layan mosh. hahahaha). Enjoyed KB booth the most.

The march pass pon best. Tiring gile aku 2 hari ni. ala2 marathon Klang-KL-Pandan Indah-PJ-Pandan Indah-Bukit Bintang-Pandan Indah-Dataran Merdeka-Klang. Skrg kt rumah. hehehehe.

Penat la. Lola pon battery tgh charge. Nnt free la haplod eh.

*nk rehat jap. nnt nk g terawih plak. Selamat berpuasa ya!~

let's talk about my passion

well, my entry today is not about life. but i'll say a few points, sharing with you guys, a very subjective topic bout photography. and, as i said very subjective, it's from my point of view.

Nowadays, photography seems to be a trend. Went to Low Yatt last Tuesday, and found out that the latest in canon dslr line, 1000D cost only RM1999!! gile la raju. got live view (hello, live view kalo nikon dah d300 ok) and rebels line only 450D got live view. I've touched the body, seriously i'm not aroused. Too plasticy. Maybe that's why it can get that cheap. Ok, where am i heading to.

Some ppl take photography for fun. That's kewl. Ppl take photos for many reasons. I took photos. I take photos and i will take more photos. A few friends condemning me for giving low price and discounts for my services. But for me, I'm not a pro to charge too much and helping people to get their best day captured in eternal memories are more valuable.

I would like to share some pictures with u. Some follow the rules (RO3, dof etc) and some men lenjan je. I'm posting a few here. Just sharing, together with a few comments from the sifu/s (if any)

a pic of my nephew Amir Hashim playing outside at night. I just love the moment, to see his comot face and having eye contact. Need to improve on composition.

my accesories. my babies. I know, no L lens, no IS. But each and every is my precious.

i'd attend adhadi's class and i forgot where i keep the notes!! but this one, i tried to play with one of the rules of composition. But i missed the subject. haha. btw, this is a fan, complimentary from korean ministry of tourism during my trip to seoul back in 2005.

noticed the heart shaped light? it's actually normal light. no shape. hexagonal it normally do. it's called creative bokeh.

Hadi gave a veru good comment on this piece. and who am i to say no? :D

i have a lot of Lyza's pix that i love, and this is one of it. Put some sugar and spice to make it nicer.

stacy is fun to work with. a challenging shot, to edit. i mean the backdrop used during the shot. haha.

oh i luv nadia. she's so cheeky. haha.

zana's engagement, heavily edited.

Mus & Yusma's wedding. tagged bro Halim Jasmi. great OP to tagged along. :)

wen & bun. trying to play with the mood, tp mcm tak kena plak. hehe. sorry wen.


and.. my most fav of all time...


a theater by akar group if i'm not mistaken. taken during bengkel seni foto pentas by bazuki and che mat. damn proud to be coached by the reuters' journalist. :D


drop me comments ya. still learning and have lot to learn. Bro Halim comment tau!!

dia datang lagi...

minggu depan dah masuk Ramadhan. puasa la kita ya, jangan ponteng plak.

Alhamdulillah, jumpa lagi Ramadhan. Tahun depan belum tentu jumpa, jadi manfaatkanlah ramadhan ni sebaik mungkin.

Ramadhan lepas aku byk sgt kenangan dgn dia. Birthday aku. kuar carik baju raye sama2. beli kuih raya ingat die, belikan la sket utk mak die. first time die jumpe parents aku. first time aku jejak kaki g umah die. mcm2 la. too many things happend during last Ramadhan in our relationsip. Semuanya yang indah2.

Aku tiba2 jadi tatau mcm mana nk react bile aku teringat semua tu. happy? sedih? emo? biase2 je? ntah.

tp paling aku tatau 19hb nnt.... ntah aih. jangan marah ye kawan2 kalau aku off hp sepanjang hari. i just don't know.

RANtAi

I never missed RANtAi art event since 2006. But this time around I might missed it. Demi mu cicer (hahahaha.. padahal aku pon teruja nak be 'G'. hehehe).

I'm doing my very best to finish Wen's album by Friday, and also the special gift for them. Hm.. might buat cake also for cicer nnt. I'm thinking of choc ganache toppings, ok tak?

*hapdet : Projek 'G' kensel. Maybe dpt g RANtAi.. yeay!!~

entry terkebelakang terkedepan

patut type entry ni dulu sblm rat race. :))


Hari isnin hari tu, 18 August 2008 merupakan birthday mak yang ke 55. Aku selaku anak solehah (Hahaahaha) telah apply leave untuk masak lunch untuk mak. So, mak aku dok lepak je la hari tu kirenye. Aku masak nasi ayam. hehehehe.

Gamba ni amik pakai kamera pns je sbb bateri Lola kiok plak. Tp kire ok lah kan. :D

Mlm tu plak ayah belanja kami makan. Jenuh nk pk makan katner, sbb mak bukan jenis makan serba serbi sangat. Finally, kami sefamily layan seafood kat Muara.

aku n acha layan fotogedik sementara tunggu makanan.

hm.. selase dah g keje mcm biase. ptg tu layan rat race. bes gak. next year aku nk shoot btol2. dari start, sampai abes. mesti bes la.

challoh for now. da.~*

The Rat Race

Never expected the rat race to be this fun!! hehehehe. we use to watch it from our 26th floor office every year, but this year i enjoyed it on the ground.

Slalu ingat rat racers ni lari dgn office attire. dari atas ada la nampak pakai kot tie bagai, but never tot that it could be this beragam. haha. ade a few racers yang sporting to pose a bit in front of my lens, ada yang laju je lari (nak menang katenye). But it was a good fashion show la. haha.


*more pixies at my fp

mini update

update sikit2 je. nnt aku buat major update bile dah free2 sket.

ade bende yang aku sgt2 nk share sbnrnye. hehehe

lambaian akhir. waahhh.. mak dah bersare.. hehehe

goin sumwhere?

wat hepen haikal?

ouh i'm so jeles u know. lurve this book very much. muchos grandos!!~

buku resipi ni yang aku nk share. mak aku dpt as hadiah retirement. my mom is not a very cheese person. ut i'll be really benefitted by this book. hahahahaha. nak buat cheese souffle!!!!

pemalas nyeeee...

ok. au dah tak update entry padahal smlm kate nk update.

bukan tipu, tp malas.

hahahahaha.


aku akan jadi sgt pemalas bile ade byk benda nk buat. sebelum puasa aku kene:

1. siapkan album shuwen
2. siapkan album persaraan mak
3. siapkan tempahan manik y dah ade skrg. ade 5 baju tgh tunggu turn. 2 dah ade manik. 3 lagi blom ade ape2 perkembangan langsung.


3 perkara je? tu 3 perkara utama, yang semuanye time consuming. blom masuk bday mak aku esok, ni pon baru balik dr sem registration. kerja kat opis yang byk, thanks juge puan nana dah nk kembali dr maternity leave nye.

tp ok la. aku kan mmg tak reti dok diam. cuma nye aku jadi sgt pemalas bile ade bende nk kene buat. ntah ape habit buruk la aku ade ni. makin byk kerja, makin aku jd pemalas. haih.

ok2. aku akan bermula dengan upload gambar2 retirement mak smlm. hehehe. nnt2 la sambung.

Cinta Peribadi

seurat ikal itu yang terlabuh di bahu kamu
telah aku ambil secara curi dan ku selit rapi
di celahan dada maka di saatnya ku rindu
dapat ku ambil secara peribadi dan ku puja sepi.

dalam terdekat ini akan aku diamkan engkau
di antara malam nan hanyut kamu di mimpi
kerana semoga itu lelap terakhir kau igau
dan betapa molek, tertamat dengan aku ini.

matilah di hujung kuku ini, kekasih.
dunia terlalu tidak memahami.


by fynn jamal



*sekadar picisan sementara sblm entry panjang berjela, mungkin lewat mlm nnt. hehehe. this poetry had touched me sgt2.

keselsemaan...

selsema aku makin menjadi2. tak tahan wuu... seb bek esok cuti. mlm ni mau kemas bilik, salin cadar.. mam ubat n tdo sampai sok pagi. huhuh.

hari ni...

mood pagi td sangat trok. Aku rase sgt moody. Nak bangun pon malas2. Aku kuar umah lambat, tp sampai opis takde la lambat sgt. hehe.

sampai opis pon mood aku masih so-so. Tapi, makin lame makin best plak mood aku nih. Dtg plak Meor kasik tshirt teenz.fm itu ari (kan ari sabtu aku tinggalkan function tu awal), seronok dpt tishet baru. Aku siap bodek tanye bley dpt beg skali tak? Die kate nnt die usharkan. Bagus adik aku ni. Haha.

Ntah, aku tibe2 rase ati aku mcm berbunga2. Bunga2 matahari, ade rose sket, peacock, forget-me-not and a dash of baby's breath. Apesal eh?

Dah sengal agaknye aku ni. Sbb rase ati mcm berbunga2 (walaupun kerja mcm tgh berlambak giler atas meja ni) aku selambe je taip entry ni. Haha.

Owh, BHT keluar gmeeting kat Affin Bank. Aman hidup aku kejap.


*editing petang hari : aku dah start pening kepala. Overdose kot. hahaha.

cuti yeay!!~

Hari ni aku cuti. Harus cuti sbb weekend aku pnoh job. lewat ptg ahad baru sampai rumah balik.

sabtu tu kompeni aku ade event. aku yang mula2 di ajak join sebagai volunteer, last2 jd photographer. haha. anyway, event tu best sbb dia mengajar financial management kpd school kids. Ni salah satu program under Corporate Responsibilities la. bes la. Bdk2 yang join pun boleh thn sengal.



Time break tghari aku dpt call dari Shuwen (pengantin mlm tu) yang mak andam die nk dtg awal. Aiseh.. cane eh. aku tanye dak PR aku bley ke aku balik awal. Die kate ok la. So, aku pon gerak la ke umah Reen.

Lepak2 rumah Reen yang tgh ade tuition. Aku baring2 sambil maen worms (gle kemaruk maen game ni skrg). Dlm kol 6 kot Kok n Anne sampai. Tuna sampai a bit later lps tu. And Joi lps tu mai, kitorang tros siap and gerak ke rumah Shuwen. Sampai dah kol 7 lebih. ntah tepat2 jam brape aku tatau.

Shwen dah siap d make up. sangat comel. Snap siket gambar die. Then tunggu family Elboone (pengantin laki) untuk majls tunang. Then diorang makan2, aku dok amik lg pic2 Shwen. Then sampai tok kadi, majlis pun bermula. Sekali lafaz je sah la Shwen jd isteri yang sah kepada Elboone. Alhamdulillah. Aku makan lps semua selsesai. Then kitorang gerak balik.



Esok nya jam 10.30 pagi aku dan Reen gerak ke rumah Shwen. Ambil gambar dr awal, dr mekap sampai sudah. Majlis yang sernok dan pengantin yang sporting. hehe. aku dok sana sampai pukul 5 lebey gak la. Dwan Ismael sangat best dan sangat berjaya mentransform Shwen menjadi pengantin yang sangat comel dan cantik. Tere nyah.




So, hari ni aku telah cuti dan merehatkan diri secara max. haha. gile kentang penat la. tp menjelang tghari tu aku agak2 gak la bosan nyer. Dah biase tak senang duduk, panas je bonts ai. haha.

Aku ajak ayah g claim duit rebate minyak sbb since idopkan road tax itu ari. Ajak ayah sbb dia punya RM600+ yang aku tatau eactly brape (aku tatau sbb bukan duit aku. haha). Yelah, kete tu bapak aku y slalu guna n tuang minyak. aku setakat ni tak penah tuang minyak sendiri lg. haha. gilers kan? Tapi... dah tunggu2 punya tunggu kt pos office, bley la line down. Ayah aku ckp, len kali la claim. Jumaat nnt aku nk cuti lg kan?

Then, sampai rumah dah nk dkt kol 3.30pm, aku jengah Along kat kedai. Then aku folo along g amik makteh balik dr dialisis kat shah alam. AKu singgah klinik panel kt sec7 tu. Aku query pasal ala2 mcm ade dot2 merah kt bdn aku ni dan demam mlm2. Dr tu kate hard to say denggue, maybe tu nyamuk gigit je. But if aku risau sgt, die suro minum 100plus byk2. hahaha. baiklah doc.

Ptg siket, sangap lg. Aku teringat batang pokok naga yang amik dr umah acaii itu ari. So aku pon ajak adik aku si usop mengerjakan tanaman tersebut. Ayo!!

Tanah area belakang rmah aku ni agak keras. Mcm tanah jenis tanah liat tp keras. Adeh.. nk cangkul pon payah. Pusing2 aku jumpa ade satu baldi cat ade tanah dlm tu. Menurut mak aku dulu die nk tanam daun ketumbar dlm tu. tp ape ntah ayah aku buat dgn bekas tu, maka matilah ketumbar die. hehe. aku plak kerjakan tanah tu utk tanam pokok naga aku.






Hoi... poyo nye aku. cangkul dlm baldi. puas aku cari penyodok tu nk gembur2 tanah dlm tu tak jumpe. slambe kentang je la aku cangkul. hahaha. lantak la labu.

lepas tanam pokok naga aku amik gambar kedai ayah aku plak. lama dah aku janji dgn ayah aku nk amik. tp asal weekend je aku tak lekat umah. Smlm aku ingat nk gerak awal la dr wedding Shwen, tp jd lambat jugak. hehehe.



Tgh2 amik gambar my SIL Aida kuar bawak Haikal. Best plak amik gambar ptg2 kt luar umah ni. Aida sampai tonggeng2kan Haikal. Hahaha. Klakar. tp makin cumel la Haikal aku tgk skrg. hehehehe.



Mlm tade ape y menarik. Mood aku dah start libang libu nk g keje sbb esok tinggal aku dgn bos hero tamil (BHT) aku tu je berdua. Agak tensen la aku jawapnye nnt. Hmm...

Hahaha.. mesti korang nak termuntah baca entry panjang berjela aku kan? Hahaha. Eh, ade ke org bace blog aku ni? Pecah kaca pecah cermin, sudah bace sile komen. nGee!!~

marah!!~

another wedding shoot. tiring and challenging shoot, but yeah, enjoying it. I still have hell lot to learn.

i smsed him. yah, i do sms him, just asking whether he wants to see me or not.. since i'm at Pandan Indah. he got thing to do. ok. i hate reasons. pronto. unreasonable reasons. you can always said that maybe a bit late. or anything. but it was simple plain cannot. and it was him in the first place who said sorry and wanna be be friends. and it took me nearly four month to take it easy and say "hey, maybe we can be good friends. Like me and sha before. and i shouldn't take it so hard. Takde jodoh nak wat cane." But then, with reason like "ada badminton" (as if it will take you all night till subuh)makes me feel so disapointed. i dun think he's serious about being friends. itu semua setakat cover up and menjaga hati yang sgt sedikit.

jadi kawan2, jangan lagi ckp sampai bila aku nak lari, knp takleh jadi kawan... bla2....


*haha. when i'm mad, i speak in english. when i'm furious, i don't speak at all.

kursus cacing dan melawat projek acaii

hari sabtu ari tu aku temankan along g kursus ternak cacing di Tanjung Karang. Wah, dah byk betul perubahan di sepanjang perjalanan sampai ke Kuala Selangor dan Tanjung Karang sana. Kalau dulu senang je nak carik sekolah aku sbb area situ tak byk bangunan2.. ni sampai termiss. hehehehe.

Encik Helmi tgh tunjuk macam mana nk asingkan cacing dr medium

the cacing. hehehehe

Hari ahad pula pagi2 kami ke rumah acaii, melawat projek cacing dan buah naga. Anak buah aku si Imran melompat sana sini, acaii plak layan je.. gasak korang la. huhu.

buah naga yang belum masak

bunga buah naga yang dah kuncup

weekend ni dipenuhi dengan ektibiti famili esp dengan Along. Weekend depan I have a wedding to shoot, dan minggu lagi satu persaraan my beloved mother. Wah.. dah nak pencen dah mak. Harap2 mak akan tenang duduk rumah, no more stress ok.

Esok kirije. Huhuhu. aku rase teruja nk g keje, sbb aman damai bos hero tamil cuti. nGee!!~

*aku lupa nak tanye acaii kenape die nk benti berblogging. Ish...

untuk cicer reen yang bz

weh.. aku rase i can quit la.. u know what kan
but i still have a lot here... been abandoned since me demam.

u want mine? later i give u eh. hehehehhee.


Rentung is getting married. But i dun think i'll attend. I dun want to see Ayeh. No reason. I just don't want to see him.

Maybe Ill just stay home, or find a job on that date, 23rd August. Kawan2 mau saya amek gambar?