Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase
the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way,
no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you, would never come around
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me, but
sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part.
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl


*saje tepek lirik ni. hehehe. been there, done that.

yeay... akhirnya dpt pc baru!!~

akhirnya tukar pc. cpu nye mcm lg besar je dr pc lama. tp dpt monitor bes sket. hehehe. kire ok lah tu!!~

*sorry la gambo kamera henpon aku yang antik ni je. Mmg bukan rutin bawa Lola ke opis hari2. hehe.

teman baru bubu

kak rosni baru pulang dr bercuti ke Kuching. Die belikan aku souvenir, key chain kucing yang sgt cute. hehehe. mekasey kakak!!~

pc masih blom tukar *sigh*.. esok baru pasang. jadi esok lah baru tgk gambar pc baru (bukan baru pun.. ambil pc lama kak aishah, my bos)

i'm answering why, and a few ads. hehehe.

that was me.. a year ago. at senayan, jakarta. Even gemok, but not as gemok as skrg. hehe.

close up sket muka. time ni muke tak sebulat skrg, n hati pun sedang senang. hehe. time tu baru2 berputik bunga2 chenta dgn Ayeh.


skrg.. aku pun tatau la ape aje aktiviti aku sampai membesar mcm ni. hehehe.

i seriously need to lose weight kan? mari la beri idea2 bernas kepada saye. hehe.

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mungkin ada org rasa.. aku over reacting tentang kawan2 lately. yup, btul. masing2 dah besar and it's their right to buat ape diorang suke. I just need space, a little time for myself, to tenang balik.

*aku dah edit ni demi kedamaian sejagat. hehehehe*

she's married and i dun know

just knew that one of my best buddies in school is married, not sure recently or dah lama. And i have no fucking idea bout that.

i ask u my friends, do i happen to do things that make u feel that i neglect u? or make u wonder whether u're my top list or not?



trying my best not to semakin terase hati dgn kawan2.

bakal bertukar

aku cuti 3 hari... hari rabu ada exam, khamis baru kerja. sblm cuti, on thursday.. orang IT inform aku yang pc aku akan ditukar, sbb tahun depan HR system baru.. jd aku kene ade pc power rangers. haha.

jadi.... aku pun kene la kemas semua barang2 koleksi aku kt pc tu. hahaha.. mmg byk rupenyer. mane tak, tiap kali beli mekdi or apa2 yang ala2 collectibles, letak je la kt situ.

sile klik untuk enlarge.

Buanie tu kredit tu apai , hehehe. tak sempat agik nak berbagai2 dgn buanie ni.. name pon tak kasik lagu. Bubu ok ke? hehehe.

lately ni aku jadi agak sensitif. Maybe sbb too many things yang selama ni aku buat2 lupa n malas nk pk.. semua piled up. But i prefer to remain silent. semua dah besar, pandai2 la fikir. kadang2 bile kite buat, kita tak fikir yang ade orang terase. terase ni mmg kecik, tp bile dah timbun2 byk2, lama2 jadi penyakit.

I have to admit, i'm really bad in expressing tak puas ati, cari gado and stuff. Sometimes I dun even know how to argue. lagi nak maki or marah2 orang. Kalau dah kene marah or maki dgn aku tu, sendiri mau ingat la dah tahap mane marah aku tu.

i better stop here, before aku ckp things that i'll regret later. I will remain silent, tired of being used.

mari pegi art event!!

never missed the event before. Hopefully I won't miss this one either.