well...

kad raya yang aku order baru sampai hari ni. *sigh* so, maaf la ya... lepas raya la baru korang dpt kad2 raye tuh. Takpe lah kan kan kan.... still hari raya kan? hehehehe.

buat pengubat sakit ati, aku kasik ni versi tenet pnyer kad raye buat semua ye...



*ada update bes pasal birthday present paling special dr orang yang confirm until death do us part aku sayang de. hehhehe. nnt ar.. bz sket tolong 'kakak tailor' siapkan baju raya.

kad raya

my 'supplier' ckp kad raya udah di pos dgn pos express, dan InsyaAllah esok dpt la. Pada yang blom memberi alamat tu, minta beri ya. boleh pos cepat. Pada yang takde kompem earlier nak kad... kalo ade balance bule le.. hehehe.

mari mari beri alamat!!~

Al-Fatihah...

Pagi ni aku sepatutnya ade kelas. Tapi sbb mlm sblm aku tdo amat lewat, jadi aku tdo semula lps subuh dan terlajak. Ops... bangun2, sempat lg la sbnrnye kalo tros g kelas. tp aku pk preparation utk street shoot kt bazaar blom buat ape2, maka aku pon tros mengenselkan kelas aku dan berpk utk street shot aje.

Pukul 2 aku kuar umah. Kat klang aku singgah dulu bazaar belikan kain untuk kebaya acha. Adik aku nk melaram2 plak raye thn ni. Nnt raye aku amk gambar die ok. hehehehe. Aku? ketiadaan kebajetan. ni pon ala2 pening memikirkan mcm2 perihal kewangan. Mmg lah, berjaya keluar dan menyelesaikan masalah kesempitan ekonomi adalah antara perkara yang aku sgt suke dan buat aku sgt puas.. tp dlm tempoh menghadapi dan mencari jalan penyelesaian tu, pening la kepala. (pelik2 je aku ni)

Then aku g Shah Alam, jumpe Shahroll kt area sec7 dan kitorang tros ke giant shah alam, yang dkt stadium tu. Pusing2 cari2, last2 jumpe platoon2 len kat food court Giant. utk outing ni siap dpt tshirt, tag and stickers. Cantik ok tshirt die. Siap ade TLT ape ntah. hehehehe. aku pon tak sure TLR ape nih.

Duduk je dlm food court tu, Along sms, "Pak Tam dah meninggal dunia". Sentap kejap, aku tros jd blur2 ayam. aku kat Shah Alam ni, mcm mane nk balik? Nak g mana? Mcm mana? aku call along, dia ckp kt rumah tgh bincang2, mcm mana. Sbb org2 kt rumah xtau mcm mana nk bawa ke Melaka tros ke, nak kebumi kt Salak Tinggi ke... Jadi aku pon terkontang2 takde jawapan.

Tak lama lps tu aku call mak, mak kata lps semayang asar baru ceta bali. Ok la.. aku pon g solat jugak kt giant tu... elok abes mak call. dia kata diorang nk g HUKM dah. Kire aku takyah ikut dulu la... esok lps sahur tros g meaka ramai2. aku pon ok jelah.

Then start la briefing bagai.. dan g shoot. aku mood dah tinggal separa, tp aku try sebaik mungkin utk platoon aku, Blue Marine. Oh, utk shoot kali ni ada pembahagian group bagai. Siap ada task untuk dicomplete, group task dan by-duo task. Platoon aku kene ushar gerai kuih dan aku (sbb partner duo-task aku tak show up) kene carik patterns.

Kami pun shoot2 sambil ushar2 n interview makcik2 kedai kuih. Best la. Satu pengalaman street shoot dan photojournalism yang best. Dah nk dekat buka, kami pon beli secara simple2, dan duduk ramai2 kat area blkg bazaar tu,dkt2 dgn surau. Buat circle makan ramai2. Aduh, best best. Peluang yang bukan selalu dpt. Then g surau solat maghrib.

Ptg tu waktu tgh shoot tu mak call. Mak kata arwah siap dah mandi dan kafan di HUKM. Sampai Jasin terus kebumi mlm ni jugak. Jadi takde org yang sempat ambil aku. Takde rezeki. Tapi aku dah tgk die smlm. Kaki dia mmg dah lurus habis. Sedih mase tu. Tgk die dlm keadaan mcm tu.

Pening2 daaa aku ni bercerita. Tapi paham kan? hehehe. Then kitorang gerak ke giant semula.. bincang2 dan group photo, trus gerak ke Miza Kopitiam kat sec7. Load gambar, bincang2.. aku dan Shahroll gerak awal dr yang lain2 sbb esok die keje, dan aku nk balik awal la...

Dan time taip ni aku baru lg suro kenet (abg aku) tukar bulb dgn bilik sblh(hehehe) sbb aku dah tak thn dok dlm disko. Skrg bilik aku dah terang benderang seperti sedia kala.

dan sbb aku ala2 seronok berouting, aku tros load gambar. hahaha. slalu tu kadang2 2-3 hari aku perap gambar dlm kamera. Aku tau, photojournal sepatutnye ade caption. Tapi aku tgh malas nk pk caption. Haha.







Panjang plak entry ni. Aku mcm malas2 nk taip, tp bile dah taip panjang la plak. hahahaha. K la.. nk men gem. Gambar di bawah ialah gambar Air Sarsaparila Kelantan dari Miza Kopitiam yan aku bnw kan. Enjoice!!~



*I need a lot to improve.And I'll never tired trying. Photography is my life, my passion.

the day

well, hari jadi yang rasa biasa2 aja. kalau selalu rasa teruja sepanjang hari, senyum memanjang, tp hari ni mcm hari2 biasa.

plan dgn leen nk makan di william. dan ada plan dgn reen mau buat sikit shopping lagi (tapi tak kompem). Tapi masih rasa biasa2.

Lunch hour ikut kak aishah ke bank, tukarkan not baru rm5 utk ayah. Mmg tugasan saban ramadhan saban tahun, penukar not di bank. hehe. Jalan2 sebentar di bazaar (hami.. ko tak rindu ke pasar jumaat tu? skrg maken meriah woooo). tiada yang menarik yang dicapai. masih berkira2 bajet utk aidilfitri.

Jam 3 terima panggilan dari mak. PakTam yang kelmarin di tahan semula di HUKM agak tenat, menurut doktor. Adik beradik dan keluarga terdekat sudah dipanggil dtg melawat. Aku pikir2, mau ambil cuti atau tunggu saja jam 5. Hm... alang2 sangat, jam 5 tros berdesup ke cheras. mcm laju sangat je, padahal naik tren dan cab. haha.

PakTam dah tak sedar diri, sejak pagi. ada satu tiub masuk melalui hidung utk keluarkan blood clot dlm otak. Oh, a few years back he was diagnosed with bone cancer (btul ke terms aku ni). Barah tulang la. It effected his backbones very bad.. but after session of painful chemo radio bla bla.. he recover. still, on his 2 years leave (he's a teacher), he seems ok la.

Last July he was admitted, quite serious. But he recover, again. seems ok la, but once u get cancer, it's not that easy to get rid of it 100%. Must have really strong will.

Few days back, he went for his check-up kat hospital ampang. Doctor found a blood clot in his brain and send him immediately to HUKM. He's still doing... well, can talk, can eat, can laugh. This morning he got a nerve attack. The doctor said, he's about to get stroke, and plus his cancer.. it caused the clot. Lebey kurang mcm tu la. He'd been unconscious since this morning. Her daughter, Ayu, studying in Nagaoka, Japan, will be arriving in KLIA 4.30pm tomorrow.

I don't know whether it's better to wish him well, or to wish him to end the years of suffering. Kalau Tuhan takdirkan dia siha semula, sihatkanlah dia. Alamdulillah... Tapi kalau takdirNya sampai sini saja hayat, mohon dipermudahkan sakarat tu. Amin.



This is a birthday that so biasa2 for me. As long as it's not that bad, then it's good enough. :)

bday girl

today is my bday.

i've started to feel like having gastrict since yesterday, and now right after sahur, i feel like vomitting... the way gastrict always treat me.

and the fluorescent bulb above my head in my room had started 'disco'ing.

What a day... Happy Birthday Siti.


*i dun have a wish list this year. I dun find a point of having them since it's usually useless.

Planet Bollywood

we'd had our buka puasa here yesterday.


I'm delivering Showen's wedding album. She seems happy. I hope she'll be really satisfied with my job, and recommend me to others. hehehehe.

the appetizer (actually, the pasta q was sooooo long. i decided to get myself some potato salad and caesar salad first)

drinks anyone?

the pasta ala alfredo. hahaha. boleh la...
oh.. and it's showen's bday as well. Happy Birthday wen!!

How i rate the food? the portugese fish is nice.. lamb kurma also. overall... i can say 7.5 out of 10 la. hehe. goin there again this coming 26th dgn bdk2 opis. hehehehhee.

i still have no plan for this coming friday. balik awal tdo je kot. hmmm...

You'll Never Walk Alone

Yeeeaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!~ Liverpool menang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Padan muke MU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku SSSSSSSUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAA SSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT!!!~


*MU jangan makan ati ok. hahahaha!!~

kad raya

kawan2

saye sedang berpk2 untuk wat kad raye
custom made ok!!

jadi... mau kumpol.. cukop 20 org mau kad raye ni, baru saye bikin. Bikin bermaksud design, anto print, sign, masok envelop, lekat stem dan pos.

tapi sile la kasik alamat skali ye.

tarikh tutup 19hb ye. Kalo 19hb tu tak cukop 20org, make saye kenselkan la niat suci murni saye nk bikin kad raye ni.

Bukan ape, kompeni saye tahun ni sudah kedekut. dah tak bikin kad raye, hanya ade e-card. tak meriah sunggoh!!

jadi kawan2, sile2 la tinggalkan alamat anda ye. kalau segan nk tulis kat komen, bley send kat email opis rahmah@affininvesmentbank.com.my atau ym la saye di srmzh82.

sekian.

tag kawen2

Harus la si ann tag aku soklan kawen2 ni. haih. tape, sementelaah aku free mlm ni.. meh la aku buat tag ni. hehe.


1.How old are you?
turning 26 this coming 19th.

2. Are you single?
Single.

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
anytime from now. haha. tak kesah la kawen umo brape, jodoh ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. uiceh.~*

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
i'm with nobody now. single kan?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
i don't know. seriously. no idea for the moment.

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
traditional. but no sanding2 renjis2 berinai2.

7. Your ideal motif?
my religion was not keen with some of the traditions. yeah... takyah sanding.. makan beradap.. amik2 gambar atas pelamin pun dah cukup. :) and jimat belanja. hahahahaha

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
i can foresee my boss will grant me a honeymoon package to either to Lumut or Kuantan, both swiss garden. But i dun really mind. anywhere also can. hehe.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
the invitation is up to my parents, coz i'm the bride, but the kenduri is their's!! but i'll invite my friends la. the rest, up to my dad.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
just a simple wedding.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
vows? wows!!~ not needed. even pre nuptial aggreement is not needed. hehe.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
3 tingkat best gak. hehe. but please no sugar paste what so ever.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
will have at my place, my home. enuff said.

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
nikah i prefer after asar... dah setel solat semua baru mekap2. sonang baitu. tp the reception siang la... malam boleh karaoke. kwang kwang kwang.

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
kat rumah la. outdoor and indoor. ahhaa.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
takyah. biase2 je

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
well, i have this cd of traditional malay song (es lilin, joget pahang, kaparinyo etc)which i used to play during my bro's wedding. I think i'll ask them to play the cd during my wedding too. very traditional u!!~

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
hahaha. night person. but been morning recently.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
er... ntah. penting2 aje lah.

21. What age do you want to get married?
is it that you love to get the same answer twice, even by twisting the way of the questioning a bit? kindly scroll and see the above. tq.

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
i dun have rare taste. hahaha. as long as he's financially stable, and my family, esp my father likes him. and oh please, be him a mature guy. tired of childish and cowardry act.

3. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
depends. some events need fine dining, some does not.

24. Champagne or red wine?
eau granadine, je miel.

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
a few days after. g melawat sedare mara dulu.

26. Money or hosusehold item?
money can buy household items. household items can't buy money.

27. Who will pay for the bills?
depends.

28. are you ready for married life?
maybe. haha. idk.

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
please ask my gynae. net please.

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?
InsyaAllah

31. How many kids do u like?
2 jer la ... letih nk beranak bebanyak... hengat aku kilang memproses anak ker!i would love a pair.

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
doesn't really matter.

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
till eternity, InsyaAllah

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
i'll leave to the cook. tp 'randang minang' waji ade ok. dgn acar jelatah. my fav.

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
amik gambe udah. yag sopan2 aje ok. hahaha.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? choose 5 person as Your friend??

i. hUmmY
ii. chachachuwa
iii. lindosh
iv. ziefa
v. luna

hehehe.. poyo2 aku wat sebey ni.. mcm nak kawen je. hahahahahahahaha.

nguap!!~

ngantuk gilos. kol 2 lebey dah ni, aku baru siap kije. mau kemas2 sket. lepas tu bobom!! harap2 bangun la sahur... jangan terlajak udah. hehehe.

happy ke? happy kot..

sile tenung cek tersebut ye. hehehe. klik to enlarge. Alhamdulillah, duit raye, n duit hadiah hari jadi. hahahaha!!~ (aku saje tanak smudge tool kan DOB aku.

happy tu happy jugak, tp agak sentap ar mlm ni. Bila aku tgk kat satu blog tu... dulu first diorang wat photoshoot, gambar2 aku takde pon aku taruk name aku ke emblem ke. tang yang ade watermark aku pon bley kene kerat. sbb aku respect la, tu untuk blog diorang... dpt credit aku, blanje makan je pon dah cukup la. tp this time punye shoot, merata ada. wah. takpe lah. sape lah aku kan? lg pun aku kan mmg slalu wat kerja amal dgn kamera aku. tade hal la. terase je. (start dah ayat tamil aku).

tp takpe, nnt lg 2 hari g bank, check cek dah clear blom. wah wah wah. meriah!!~ lg2 bile ari ni tiba2 aku dah kene kerah wat submission lhdn kwsp bagai. aik? gaji awal ka? hadiah birthday lagi sekali!! yeay!!~

Aku kene bersyukur banyak2. Allah syg sgt kat aku. kene la aku tunjuk rasa kasih dan syukur pada dia jugak. Walaupun aku dah takde 'orang tersayang', lagi2 la rase syahdu dah nk dekat jejak 26thn ni, tapi takpe. Aku ok je. Sorang ke ramai2 ke, sama je kan.

bercampur baur la. ntah aih. Aku nk p sambung men Tekken. Fight guna Lily (ops, bukan Lily ye. hehehe). dah sampai round 25. gile kentang aku main tanpe mengira batas waktu. hahahahaha.

(wen, this weekend wanna collect the albun or not?)

i need...

something new. something fresh. masih research, mencari style yang paling best, dan sesuai untuk aku.

aku dah bosan dgn style dan editing aku skrg. *sigh*

ahaa!!~

ok. update compilation aku bermula dari hari sebelum hari sebelum merdeka (ape ayat aku ni??). 29 Ogos la kirenyer.

Oleh kerana aku mau ke rumah reen pada pagi 30hb Ogos, dan aku suda janji mau kasik die kek, jadi aku pon masak la kek. FYI, aku amik cuti half day pd jumaat nan indah tersebut, jd around kol 4 dah sampai rumah la.

Petang tu aku masak kek dulu, sbb aku kengkunun nk deco kek tu, kene kasik die sejok sket dulu. sambel2 tu aku buat la keje2 aku yang laen.

Mlm tu aku ade goreng cendawan. spesel ok. sangat garing dan yummy.


dasar tak mengedan, awal2 mlm tu aku dah start nk wat deco kek. hahahaha. acha selaku pembantu kehormat harus tolong aku potong2 ape2 yang patut.

bahan hiasan

sebelum dileburkan. hehe

dah siap!!~

Lepas siap aku simpan dlm peti ais. tett.. salah di situ. patut tak masuk dlm peti ais. abes ilang gebu kek aku.

ade kumen ke tentang kek tu wahai pemakan2 sekalian? one thing i learn is kek kukus ni jangan masuk peti ais, tak syok. hilang segebuan nye. hehehe.

Then pagi 30 ogos tu aku pon g la umah reen, anto kek. lps tu ke PJ untuk RANtAi (bla bla.. ni semua dah blog earlier). Balik ek rumah slps merdeka parade kt dataran.

Isnin 1 September, bermula lah Ramadhan... dan umat2 Islam pon berpuasa la. Hari cuti sebab merdeka jatuh pd hari ahad. Dah tghari/ptg gtu, hujan turun dgn gile babas lebat. Aiseh, seram la kalo hujan lebat, due tiga menjak ni slalu air naik. And as expected, rumah aku flooded. Air naik masuk dapur, dan masuk la bilik aku. Adeh, jenuh aku mengangkat barang.

Aku tros sms bos and yang lelain inform. So, boss kate bley amik cuti compassionate the next day for natural disaster. Yahuu!!~

sile klik to enlarge

kakiku

hm... paling letih mengemas lepas abes banjir tu. tape la.. cuti kan? hehehehe. kire ok la rumah aku naik air je. ade area sekitar sini siap atap terbang. huhuhuhu. nasib baik hari cuti.

Hari ni aku mc lagi. perut meragam. tp skrg dah ok sket la. hehe

k la... sok ade kelas. 3 subjek sem ni. IT for Management, International Business dan Employment and Industrial Law. Tp kelas 2 subjek je. Employment and Insdustrial Law tu aku amek online sbb kelas die ari Ahad.

aku dan makhluk asing

aku dan makhluk asing. gambar lama ni.

aku : selamat bpuasa sha. jangan ponteng puasa tau.
makhluk asing : selamat berpuasa. tp kalau main boleh tak puasa kan?
aku : main la malam. siang puasa. sha bukan rajin sgt ganti puasa.
makhluk asing : tapi kalau main siang boleh kan?

mongok. malas aku nk ckp dgn makhluk asing tu. tp tu la kawan baik aku. buruk baik busuk wangi hensem comot etc. hahahaha.

jangan ponteng puasa sha!!

*sentap*

aku jalan2 tgk2 gamba2 kat ms Reen. tibe2 aku jumpe pic ni



aku nampak seseorang itu. i'd been avoiding thinking bout him.

*sentap*

tros aku ilang mood nak wat entry pelbagai (esp ceta umah aku banjir dan aku tibe2 kerajinan decorate kek kukus).

nak tdo la.

merdeka pics

more pics at my fp

try and error

a few shots taken during RANtAi last saturday. edited and original pics below. Kindly drop some comments ya.

kasik sedas sblm tdo.