Sunday, April 6, 2008

Alamdulillah...

1. Ayah sudah sihat sikit. Air di paru2 sudah kurang. Alhamdulillah. Tapi bp dan sugar masih naik turun.

2. Aku sudah rasa letih dek hectic lifestyle aku lately (terutama bermula rabu hari tu).Lepas kerja terus gegas ke hospital. Balik rumah mau juga tinjau2 photoskool dan lain2. Tidur, kerja, gegas ke hospital. Hari ni sepanjang hari di kelas KB hingga petang, bersambung portfolio model shot bersama Am dan kawannya Hafiz. Balik terus ke hospital. Esok pagi2 mahu ke taman tasik perdana pula. (phew)

3. isnin kerja. Kerja gila byk. Aku tak tahu mcm mana mahu berfikir skrg. sebal sudah. nnt2 saja fikir.

4. selasa sudah mula cuti. study leava. argghh... mahu fikir belajar pula. Tuhan, mohon kurnia aku kekuatan dan kekentalan ya.

5. Rabu, meski cuti kerna khamis ada exam, bos mahu aku ke pejabat, ada meeting penting berkisar kes berkait kredibiliti itu. sialan la. menyusahkan. tuntutan itu langsung tidak relevan dari segi undang2. aku kata aku hanya akan datang untuk meeting sejam itu. gila mau cancel leave. aku exam hari khamis!!

6. lps2 tu aku tak mahu pikir tentang pejabat... hingga tamat exam. Apa mahu jadi, jadilah. Aku bukan pangkat tinggi2 pun mau dibeban dengan masalah2 tu semua. Aku harus fokus pada keutamaan aku.

7. bercakap mengenai keutamaan... aku mau belajar tidak mengutamakan dia. letih, menjaga hati sendiri agar bisa menjaga hati org lain.

8. aku mau beli cd photoshop nnt. mau beli cs3 atau kembali saja ke ps7 ya?

9. udah la.. mau berlaundry, cas bateri Lola.. mau tidur, prep utk esok...


*terima kasih kawan2 kerana sangat perihatin. Sy sgt2 terharu. doakan kesihatan ayah saya ya.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

ayah...

ayah saya masuk ward
paru2 berair, jantung lemah, darah tinggi, kencing manis...

doakan kesihatan beliau ye

*skrg saye tau betape sy sgt sayangkan ayah sy

ayah, kerja atau modem?

orang streamyx nak dtg tukar modem sekitar jam 2.

along kata dia mahu bawa ayah ke hospital. Doktor di klinik kata ayah perli masuk ward.

kerja aku tgh gila berlambak. Gila2 byk.

aku kalau boleh tidak mahu orang ganti kerja aku sbb ada peristiwa yang buat aku rasa aku taknak di relieve kalau boleh. kecuali kalau benar2 terpaksa.

Ayeh beri oppinion seolah terlalu mudah nak putuskan sama ada ambil emergency leave dan pulang, atau stay buat kerja.

Tidak mudah. Kerja aku harus diselesaikan oleh aku. Lagi pulak minggu depan aku nk cuti panjang, study and exam leave. Tapi ayah aku, aku kene pk juga. Modem streamyx itu minor problem, tapi masih harus difikirkan.

aku tak dpt buat keputusan. nangis lagi. aduh. benci la. mata dan tangan mula gatal2.

benci.

menci!!~

benci streamyx. bodoh nak mampus. sesama diorang ade masalah komunikasi yang major la. kata komited nak kasi perkhidmatan terbaik. taik la!!

*aku sangat marah dengan streamyx. nk mintak tukar modem pun ambil masa lebih 5 hari. pehtu tak bley nk bgtau stok tade. wadefak la. waive rm17.50 dari bill aku sbb 7 hari takde internet.

(seb bek aku tak pandai carot2. bengang giler la!!!~)

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

HR oh HR

sapa kata kerja HR best, senang, seronok..

erm.. ada waktu ya. tp kerja HR la kerja yang paling pening. Coz u have to deal with humans, and each and every individuals are unique.

pening.. sesak jap dada aku bile ade kes2 yang pening2 ni. Kadang2 kita tak rasa isu tu berat sbb perkara itu lumrah.. tp ada orang ambil berat tentang perkara tu. Sampai boleh dikorek dikire ditimbang menjadi sangat rumit.

kul bape la aku nk balik mlm ni. nak kene korek habis2 isu ni, baru boleh g ngadap esok. Kalau tak kene tembak balik sia2 je mati.

*mcm mane tak mengeluh kalau ini mcm... sigh...

an excellent argument

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty. He asks one of his new Muslim students to stand and…

Professor: You are a Muslim, aren’t you, son?
Student : Yes, sir.

Prof: So you believe in God?
Student : Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?
Student : Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student : Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s tart again, young fella. Is God good?
Student :Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?
Student : No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student : From…God…

Prof: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student :Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son…Have you ever
seen God?
Student: No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student : No , sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to
that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Prof: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof: Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no
heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light….But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explai a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where theargument is going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?….No one
appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir.. The link between man & god is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

source: friendster’s bulletin

Hujan oh hujan

hari ni 2 kali kene hujan. Masa nak g kerja (hujan lebat gilos kat Klang awal2 pagi), then masa lps lunch. Aku g Sg Wang dgn Azu. Masa nak balik, hujan punya lebat mmg tak hengat la.. lepak sampai nk dkt kul 3 pon hujan agik.. redah je la.. payung pon lencun. Skrg aku kat opis pakai sweater je (under2 semua ade la.. Takkan naked plak kot). Baju tgh gantung. *sigh

Lens sampai smlm, mmg best. Kire berbaloi la beli. Tapi blom dpt nk try test. Perform really well dlm terang. Ultrasonic, so, zoom sangat laju. Siap ade bunyi2. Hihihihih. Nnt weekend bley try test mase outing dgn cikgu adhadi. :)

Hu.. aku sedang kesejukan ni. *gigil...