marah!!~

another wedding shoot. tiring and challenging shoot, but yeah, enjoying it. I still have hell lot to learn.

i smsed him. yah, i do sms him, just asking whether he wants to see me or not.. since i'm at Pandan Indah. he got thing to do. ok. i hate reasons. pronto. unreasonable reasons. you can always said that maybe a bit late. or anything. but it was simple plain cannot. and it was him in the first place who said sorry and wanna be be friends. and it took me nearly four month to take it easy and say "hey, maybe we can be good friends. Like me and sha before. and i shouldn't take it so hard. Takde jodoh nak wat cane." But then, with reason like "ada badminton" (as if it will take you all night till subuh)makes me feel so disapointed. i dun think he's serious about being friends. itu semua setakat cover up and menjaga hati yang sgt sedikit.

jadi kawan2, jangan lagi ckp sampai bila aku nak lari, knp takleh jadi kawan... bla2....


*haha. when i'm mad, i speak in english. when i'm furious, i don't speak at all.